Hi Chris, First, you are always nice. I always appreciate your thoughts. You are exactly right. It is out of character for me lol. It's one of the reasons I write about it because it's a transition time in my journey. It's opening my heart again which is bound to be messy. I was obviously being funny (smart-ass as usual) in this piece. I'm more talk than bite. So this was meant to be a bit of an exageration. But it did happen and it's a moment in time. I'm okay with that. I think I needed a push. But as you said, it's not me and ultimately I will always be true to myself.