I loved your honesty and vulnerability Corey. They are the traits of the best writers. I relate to some of your story. My father was an alcoholic. I'm 100% Irish and we have a house in Derrybeg in the Country of Donegal. It's the town where my Nana grew up and my uncle who was a priest bought a house there so we could get to know our Irish relatives. My grandpa was from Tyrone. Our relatives in Derrybeg are the O'Donnell's and McCaffrey's in Tyrone. Horseback riding is still one of my greatest passions though I was never fearless enough to be the expert rider you are. I hadn't gone riding in years but when I started my divorce I went back to it because of the stress I felt. It helped me lose a little bit of the too much weight I gained in my divorce. I once wrote here on Medium "The Barn is My Happy Place." Your story just resonated with me. I'm so glad you have found a wonderful guy, peace, and happiness,