So glad you left and hope you are doing well. You are a really great writer. I enjoyed reading this not only because I relate to it from experience but as a writer and journalist I appreciate your style and voice. I like the pithy comments about your eyeliner and Doritos. I can be a bit of a smart-ass at times in my writing lacing humor with narcissism helps. I really did relate to this. I’m so sorry you experienced it. I once wrote about the 3 words a narcissist said to me that ended my marriage. My husband always said I don’t care. And he didn’t.